Everything by Carole Wolf: Curve Magazine Review

Everything by Carole Wolf

“Everything” is an epic, monumental and enthralling read. Heart breaking, poignant, moving - a magnificent story of self destruction and redemption.

BY THE VELVET LOUNGER

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Published: 2014.11.15 10:50 PM

In her latest novel “Everything” Carole Wolf sets out to tell the chronicle of a family, a band and an addiction. Interwoven is a tale of growing up, a love story, a road trip and all of this based on the highs and lows of a brilliant, creative, self destructive woman. At 548 pages it is huge. But it needs every one of those pages to cover such an ambitious tragedy.

Ms Wolf’s writing is outstanding. It flows off the page and wraps around your senses, recreating time, place, atmosphere and ambiance in an effortless tsunami that drowns out the outside world and subsumes the reader. We are swept up in the lives of Jolán, Rachel, Myla and the inhuman fourth character that impacts all of them in the most dramatic of ways.

The cast is huge, from the core characters of the band, immediate family and friends, to bit players we meet momentarily along the way. They are all drawn with detailed care, forcing their way off the page and into out imaginations so strongly you will remember many well beyond their actual presence. The main players are more than just solid and well rounded; they are so real you feel you know them personally.

It isn’t an easy read. It is a tough story about a woman’s painful decent into hell, and the impact that has on everyone around her. But while it is a tale of secrecy, deceit and despair it is also about redemption, forgiveness, and ultimately the self-sacrifice to ensure the survival of one you love more than yourself. A novel literally of two halves, the first shows us a constructed life that seems whole and complete, but when the layers of socially accepted appearance are pealed back we are left with something raw, bloody and very real.

Hats off to Ms Wolf for a creation that had me enthralled. Despite the obvious ‘decline of a rock and roll band’ plot, it had so many twists and turns, unexpected bumps and intriguing plays,  to absorb me completely. It has left me churning with emotions from compassion for those whose lives were so severely impacted to joy for a love that survived everything and admiration for the mind of the woman who created it and her skill to deliver such a work.

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Character Blog Roll--Get to know Adrian Randal of "167 Seconds"

I have been invited to participate in the character blog roll for my most recent work in progress, a psychological drama that follows the path of a college student who is sentenced to thirty years in prison for the murder of her brother-in-law. Here are some things you'll certainly want to know about this character.

1). What is the name of your character, and is he/she fictional or a historical person?

The central character's name is Adrian Randal. She is a fictional person; however, given her circumstances she could easily be any one of us, an "everywoman" of sorts.

2). When and where is the story set?

The story is set in 2004 Atlanta, Georgia and takes place over a twelve year span, from 2004 until roughly 2016.

3). What should we know about him/her?

Adrian is a twenty-four-year-old graduate student, working on her Masters in sociology and youth counseling, and she is currently completing an internship in which she works with Atlanta's at-risk youth. She is from a working-class family and has one older sister named Emily and a six-year-old niece with whom she is very close. Her mother is living, but her father is deceased. Adrian is altruistic, well grounded, and compassionate. She's always had an uncomplicated and direct vision for her future, and thus far she's been able to follow that path without many obstacles. She prides herself on making solid, educated decisions, on doing the 'right' thing, and on having done all the work necessary to reap the best benefits in life. She's a "good kid" who enjoys college life and is enjoying being in love for the first time with her partner, Sarah.

4). What is the main conflict, and what messes up his/her life?

Adrian shocks herself on the night of September 6th, 2004, when she shoots her new brother-in-law, Michael Young, sixteen times with his own nine millimeter handgun. Less than an hour prior to this incident, Adrian and her mother had received a distressing phone call from Adrian's sister Emily (Michael's wife) who is hysterical and sobbing about Michael having beaten her up. When Adrian and her mother Joyce show up to console her, however, Emily reveals yet another detail, a fact more heinous than Adrian can handle. Emotion seems to override all the good sense and temperance for which Adrian is known as she takes the law into her own hands and murders Michael Young in a blind rage, destroying her life before it has even begun.

5). What is the personal goal of the main character?

Having been sentenced to thirty years in R.W. Pulman Correctional Facility for Women (fictional), one of Georgia's most dangerous state prisons, Adrian's goals are very simple: stay alive, stay 'invisible', and stay sane so that she might make parole in 2016 and begin to put her life back together again.

6). Is there a working title for this novel, and can we read more about it?

The title is 167 Seconds, and I have a few recent blog entries about it and will be posting more entries on the writing process along the way.

7). When can we expect the book to be published?

I am hoping for an early 2016 release (hopefully through Bedazzled Ink), as the book is in its fetal stages, only on Chapter Two at this point.


Thanks to Rhavensfyre for inviting me on this blog tour! Rhavensfyre's next book is entitled Rest and Relaxation and is coming soon! You can read all about their work and keep up to date with them at www.rhavensfyre.wordpress.com.


I am now passing the author blog torch to:

JL Gaynor https://www.facebook.com/jl.gaynor?fref=ts
Helen Dunn http://on.fb.me/1pyvk4Z
TT Thomas www.ttthomas.com
RE Bradshaw rebradshawbooks.blogspot.com
RJ Samuel www.rjsamuel.com

Finding the Mood Music

It could be considered a crutch, but without the right music--I mean, the absolute perfect music--my books would never get written. This latest WIP, 167 Seconds, seems to require a certain sound (like all of them do) in order to generate provocative imagery, poignant character introspection, and meaningful dialogue. My books are movies in my head, after all, and every movie needs a score, right? I just wish it were possible to somehow include free 'soundtracks' of the music I've used to write these novels, but there are copyright and distribution snags that prevent such a cool perk. So, I've listed a few of the artists whose works have inspired 167 Seconds and linked the YouTube videos above. I also make audio files to post to my website, which you can find at www.carolewolfauthor.com

If you've listened to any of them, you'll notice the darkness in most of these tracks, which is more than appropriate. A good portion of 167 Seconds takes place in a maximum security women's penitentiary, a fictional facility that I've plunked down right in the middle of rural southern Georgia, just twenty miles north of the Florida state line. The central character, 24 year old Adrian Randal, is a Georgia State University student who has murdered her brother-in-law for reasons I won't spoil for you here, but let's just say they're quite controversial. This act has landed her in one of the worst women's correctional facilities in the state for the next thirty years, essentially destroying her life. The place to which she's been sent is a privately owned prison that rivals such institutions as Sing Sing and Attica with a main housing unit designed in the roundhouse style of Stateville Penitentiary in Illinois (an architectural prison style also found in the Netherlands).

One of the biggest concerns my wife and closest friends have had about this novel is whether the prison theme will end up mimicking Orange is the New Black ::sigh:: No. It will not. I believe I may have touched on that subject in an earlier post and dismissed it there as well, and I can assure you--167 Seconds is about as close to OITNB as the film Gravity is to Spaceballs. So, as a reader, if you're looking forward to some new take on OITNB, you won't find it in 167 Seconds. And if you've been cringing at such a cheesy possibility, don't worry, you'll get the same darkness and grit and tortured characters found in my upcoming novel Everything (formerly self-published as The Months of Moon). I promise. 

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Best of Both Worlds, Or Pick One?

Since finishing my upcoming novel Everything, I've found myself experiencing some kind of creative, literary bipolar thing. I would typically advise against working on more than one idea at a time, simply because it makes it difficult to commit to a project and hence finish the project. But I am breaking my own steadfast rule and I'm working on two stories at once--one by day, the other after the sun goes down, respectively. I really should make a decision.

The daytime story (still untitled) is set in the summer of 1978 in Pennsylvania and revolves around the life of twelve-year-old Santana Mae Howard, a young girl being raised solely by her father in a very multicultural, blue collar, urban neighborhood. There's a lot of classic music and vintage imagery from that era, several pre-adolescent characters, a lot of color and sunshine and nostalgia. So, the ideas flow best for that story during the day.

The second is a very dark novel, which already has the title 167 Seconds. It's about a twenty-four-year-old social services student, Adrian Randal, and her experience in a maximum security women's correctional facility after she shoots her brother-in-law sixteen times with a 9mm Beretta (you could say she had a very good reason...or maybe not. Depends on your personal values, I guess). The story line is non-linear and does some jumping around in time, although not to the point of being confusing. For the first half of the book, there are two story lines being told congruently--Adrian's life during the year prior to killing her brother-in-law, and the years she spends incarcerated for that murder. The second half of the book (as I see it right now) will focus on Adrian's re-entry into society after being released from one of the worst women's prisons in the state of Georgia. This prison is fictional, mind you. I could have used Pulaski State Prison, as I had some firsthand research sources for that facility, but I preferred to create my own prison so I could describe it however I wanted and make up my own rules (within realistic reason, of course). 167 Seconds will have a huge focus on PTSD and how so many ex-cons experience difficulty trying to re-assimilate into society, into their families, into the workplace, and so forth, after years behind bars. No...this is NOT Orange is the New Black--it isn't even close, not even in the spirit of that book/show, not reminiscent of it at all whatsoever. If you MUST relate it to some previously written prison story...think, I dunno...Oz but with all women, I guess, sort of. That's only a portion of the story, anyway. Unlike the 1978 story, this book has very little color, lots of grays and browns and blacks, lots of metal and concrete, a shitload of profanity, and a great deal of graphic violence. And within all that scary, dark, fretful storytelling, there's a love story. No, not a prison love story. A post-prison love story between Adrian and Thalia, a friend of Adrian's sister who must try to wade through Adrian's acquired dysfunction to get to the wonderful woman she knows is underneath. Thalia must learn to understand PTSD and how it is affecting Adrian if she hopes to have a romantic and fulfilling life with her. And Adrian must learn to understand her own condition as well, if she ever hopes to be emotionally stable and be able to enjoy life as a free woman. The two of them will have an interesting road together, to say the least.

What's the significance of the title? Well, it came to me almost immediately after writing down the plot summary, before I even wrote the first narrative line. Adrian's attorney discovers that it had taken Adrian right about 2 mins and 47 second (167 Seconds) to commit the murder that changes her life forever, the murder that will change her forever. Doesn't seem like a very long time...and it isn't. There are a few references throughout the book as to what kinds of profound and impacting things can happen to you in under three minutes, actually. Not just Adrian's crime. There are lots of other little factoids and tidbits to think about as well: Was it a crime of passion or something premeditated? Is she a hero for what she's done, or just another vigilante thug? What would you--the reader--have done in her circumstances, or do you even know? That's one of the biggest subconscious questions the story asks, so much that Adrian (including her family members) has no physical description whatsoever. That's intentional because A) I don't want to suggest that anyone of a particular race/nationality would be more or less prone to violence, and B) I want the reader to be able to put themselves in her shoes, and that would be difficult if Adrian was undoubtedly black or white or Asian or Latina, etc. She could be any of those, at least bi-racially so. Her situation could happen to any one of us.

Looks like I'm making my decision as to which one to put all my time and effort into. The 1978 story is promising, too, though. It's just not where my heart is, apparently. Maybe next time, when this one is finished. My wife and some friends are going to be disappointed, but they were disappointed when I suspended Monasco 3 to write Everything, and that one turned out to be a pretty good decision.

My Interview with author AJ Adaire

I originally met Carole Wolf online. I don't remember the exact details, but I think it was when I'd been running a contest trying to increase people following my FaceBook page to the level of 100 likes. Carole made a comment that I needed some 'likes' and she'd spread the word. That was extremely kind of her. This is a character trait that I find common among most of the authors I've met within the lesfic community. I've had a helping hand along the way from several of my fellow authors. These are essentially people who are my 'competition' but I've yet  to meet one who is unwilling to lend a hand or a kind word. With Carole's help I did achieve the 100 likes milestone on my page, although my FaceBook page still doesn't have the following I have here on my website. It's where I make most announcements of book releases and other things happening regarding books. If you haven't already, I'd really appreciate it if you'd stop over and like my page. While you're at it, I'd like to mention there's a newsletter here on site you can sign up for as well!  Okay, following that bit of commercial interruption out of the way, here's my interview with Carole Wolf!
AJ: Thank you for taking time to answer my questions Carole. Tell us something about yourself that is not commonly known? CW: I’m a musician (drummer since I was eleven years old) and a music producer. I produced a Neo-Soul album for an artist named Nesrin Asli, which can be found on Amazon and YouTube, and I played drums in her band for close to a year. AJ: What did you do to earn a living, before this year when you are a full time writer? CW: I worked in restaurants as a line cook for many years, but that is grueling work, which was kicking my butt and aging me way too quickly. I left that behind to go to school for Addiction Counseling. I’m two semesters away from my certification for that. AJ: Congratulations on your achievement. Going back to school is always a hard thing to do. What made you decide to become a writer? CW: It was never really a conscious decision. I think I was born with the affinity, or maybe it took root from my parents’ influence—they were both in the publishing industry. My dad has a Literature degree and wrote for the Army during Vietnam, and my mother wrote for Prevention magazine. They both worked for Rodale Press and the Allentown Morning Call newspaper when I was a kid, growing up in PA. If I wanted to know what a particular word meant, my dad would never just tell me—he’d make me go look it up. They made sure I spent time at the local library, and they got me books from the Book Mobile whenever it came around. I was always writing something, wrote my first ‘book’ in high school, filled up a whole spiral bound notebook with the adventures of my friends and me, with chapters and everything, and called it a novel. So, nature vs. nurture? Not really sure. AJ: Well, I just learned something interesting, we’re neighbors!  Do you write full-time or part-time? CW: Well, we were neighbors! I currently live in Columbus, Georgia and have been here since high school. But I’m now fortunate enough for the next year or so to be able to write full-time while going to school part-time. AJ: Oh, my loss. I was hoping I'd finally met an author who lived near me. My loss, for sure. Okay, next question. Do you write on a typewriter, computer, dictate, or write longhand? CW: I’ve done a little of each over the years. In high school, I wrote everything longhand in the notebooks meant for class notes, which I rarely took because I was usually writing my own stuff in class. Then in my early twenties I had an electric typewriter that my mother gave to me. As computers came around and became the thing to have, I eventually got on board and got one of those desktop dinosaurs. Now I use a laptop. AJ: Where do your ideas come from? CW: They just sort of hit me out of nowhere. My upcoming novel Everything was like that. I was supposed to be working on the third installment of Monasco, an adventure trilogy, but the characters from Everythingkept coming into my head instead, ‘speaking to me’, if you will, insisting I tell their story. So, I just went with it. The idea for the book I’m working on now came from an (unsuccessful) attempt at writing about my childhood in PA; the characters just decided to ‘be’ something other than what I was writing, so again, I just went with it. I like to think they all exist in some parallel world, and we authors are like mediums, put here to channel them and their stories, which might never have been told, otherwise. We call it fiction but…who knows? AJ: That’s an interesting theory. Sometimes those pesky characters want to do what they want to do, regardless of what we have in mind for them. When the characters are speaking to you, what process do you use when writing? Do you work to an outline or plot or do you use a more free flowing style? CW: I am all free-flowing. I might write a summary of a story or a chapter if the storyline is particularly complicated, but that’s it. I write down character names and sometimes write their respective character sketches. Otherwise, I’ll mentally ‘cast’ my characters with actual actors as a characterization technique, just to keep everyone unique to one another. I think that helps them really jump off the page and not be so one-dimensional, just names on a page that do and say things. I use a LOT of music to write as well. To me, each book is like a movie in my head. I’ve got a sound effects website I use and will even find appropriate sound effects to play (city streets, crowded restaurants, sports events, etc.) for my own writing atmosphere. So, I’ll spend as much time on there, Amazon, and iTunes, finding just the right music, as much I do compiling academic research for the subject matter. AJ: Have your characters ever surprised you? CW: They have. One of the central characters in the novel I’m working on now completely changed his race, from a white man to a black man. He didn’t start out as a black character, but apparently I had that wrong about him, so he ‘let me know’ quite pointedly that he was not Caucasian! And that detail changed the story completely and is now making it better and richer than it would have even been, otherwise. I had a whole cast of characters in a horror novel I wrote several years ago go from being unwitting bystanders to a terrible crime…to all being in on it together! Again, that was not the original plan, but they led the way, and so I followed. AJ: On average, how long does it take you to write a book? CW: About a year. I do a lot of procrastinating when I’m not doing research and music searches. AJ: If this book is part of a series, tell us a little about it? CW: Everything and the newest one I’m working on are stand-alone projects and not part of a series. The Monasco and Last Kappolarian books, however, are the first two in an adventure trilogy. Book three is coming in 2015…hopefully. AJ: Do you read much and if so who are your favorite authors? CW: I try to read for at least an hour or two every day. Some of my favorite authors are Cormac McCarthy, Zora Neal Hurston, Frank Herbert, Gabriel Garcia Marquez, and Tim O’Brien, among many more. But those are the ones I feel most influenced by and whose works inspire me the most. I’m pretty big into poetry as well, and some of my favorite poets are Pablo Neruda, Adrienne Rich, Dominique Christina, and Tracey K. Smith. AJ: For your own reading, do you prefer e-books or traditional paper/hard back books? CW: I like both. But now that the eBook option is out there, I’ll say my Kindle has made it easier to take all my books with me wherever I go. And I do enjoy the dictionary feature, right there on the screen. AJ: What are your favorite ways to connect with your readers to make them aware of your books? CW: Facebook and Twitter have been invaluable resources to not only promote my works, but also to learn about others’ books. I’ve taken full advantage of social media over the past couple years to promote my projects, but now that I’ve got a traditional publisher—Bedazzled Ink Publishing—I’m hoping their expertise will assist in the promotional process as well. I’m sure they can teach me a thing or two! AJ: Tell us about the new book you have coming out. What makes it similar/different from your otherstories? CW: Everything is a frame story, a coming-of-age story within a coming-of-age story. It’s written in two parts, in first-person but disguised as third-person, sort of a “first-person omniscient” POV, I suppose. If that’s possible. All that alone makes it different from my other books—the whole POV trick that happens in Part Two. It was previously self-published under a different title (The Months of Moon), which we changed when Bedazzled Ink picked it up last year in December, and it’s due for release in July 2014. The story is told by twenty-one year old Myla Edmunds who, in Part One, is reflecting back on having lost her mother, Jolán, to a heart attack when she herself was a freshman in high school. She and her mother had gotten into a terrible argument in which Myla wished Jolán dead. Jolán dies the next day, and so Myla now blames herself. But with the help of family and her mother’s old college flame, Rachel Cole, Myla learns that her mother had a secret past, the activities during which were what truly contributed to Jolán’s premature death.  Part Two is the story of Jolán’s college days, the information for which Myla acquires via stories from Rachel, her uncle, and a slew of memorabilia from that era—her mother’s old journals, home video footage, photographs, etc. What Myla learns about Jolán’s youth is devastating, and it indeed explains why she might drop dead of a heart attack at only forty years old. But most importantly, Myla learns about forgiveness. There are strong themes of redemption, forgiveness, and secrecy throughout Everything. What is your favorite line from the book? CW: I think one of my favorite lines is from the funeral scene in Chapter Six, when Myla is watching her mother’s girlfriend Rachel sitting outside alone, lost in her own mourning at the post-service gathering. It’smore of a passage than a single line where Myla, feeling unimaginably guilty, narrates: “She’d held my hand at the funeral, and her hand was unusually cold, but I knew why. She had died that day, too. And now she sat out on our steps, hugging herself at the waist, overcast as the afternoon, a shell that I had picked clean with a forked tongue. “ I think that really captures Myla’s guilt, however unnecessary, for having wished her mother dead. There are other, similar lines throughout that chapter, but that one’s my favorite. AJ: Thank you for the opportunity to learn more about you and your books, Carole. Do you have any final thoughts you’d like to add or have any questions you wish I’d asked that I didn’t? I guess I’d like to say that I believe Lesbian Fiction can and will and should crossover into the mainstream genres. I see that time coming very soon. Wouldn’t it be awesome for a Lesfic author to win the Pulitzer? Or the National Book Award? We can do it. We’ve got the authors—we just need to be patient, and those opportunities will open up for us. You can contact Carole here: www.carolewolfauthor.com cyryus08@gmail.com

So, maybe I should do this...

At the risk of invisibility among a billion other bloggers, I've let this page wither and cough and gasp for breath over the past couple years. I realize it's a great tool for free-writing, even if it does get sucked into the cyber void forever. So, I will revive it, write some stuff, post the link, and keep on movin'.

Lately, I've been thinking about my role as a LesFic author and where I'm supposed to fit in to that world. I haven't really read much LesFic, to be honest. What I did read, some years ago, did not impress me in the least, particularly as a fourth-year Literature student, working on my Bachelor's. Over the past year, however, I have been pleasantly surprised in my re-involvement in the LesFic scene, and I realize there's some pretty worthy competition out there (and maybe there always was, but I wasn't exposed to those authors). I've never been an intellectual in the classic sense, although I do consider myself to be reasonably intelligent. I'm part of the writing field and now have a literature degree, but my verbal communication skills have always been much more 'street'. And I think I write best, coming from that same place. My characters in the past have been drawn very neatly with a certain nobility, if you will. I've kept them clean-cut and doing the 'right' thing. And that might appeal to a wider LesFic reading audience, but it just hasn't been my personal experience in life, and so I'm thinking maybe I should be more authentic in my writing, from here on out.

My experience has been this: I grew up in a multicultural urban neighborhood in PA, just northwest of Philly, then found myself stuck in Alabama throughout high school where I gravitated toward the local kids who drank and smoked weed and had run-ins with the sheriff every other weekend. I was a poor student because in my Alabama high school clique it was 'cooler' to flunk than to do well. I never took the SAT's but did manage to test very highly into our school gifted program--go figure. I did not go to college after high school. Well, I did, but I dropped out after one semester because it cut too much into my free time...which I spent doing a whole lot of nothing. I've lived in five major cities as an adult--Atlanta, Los Angeles, Fresno, Philadelphia, and St. Louis. I've known gang members, homeless alcoholics, and crack addicts (never banged or was addicted to anything myself). I once spent twenty-one much deserved days in the county jail for doing dumb shit as a young person. I spent entirely too much of my twenties in bars and night clubs. I used to be a very talented Hip-Hop MC and also a club DJ in Los Angeles, and so the LA underground Hip-Hop scene was my whole world for most of the 90s. During that era, I ended up becoming technically homeless; I lived in a residential hotel in downtown LA for a year and half, where the hotel manager was shot dead in front of my door by another tenant who thereafter shot himself. I believe in an eye for an eye, but I also believe karma takes care of most of that for you. I think comics like Lewis Black and shows like Veep are hilarious because of the ruthless, brutal humor, and I don't know anyone, to this day, who doesn't use the word "fuck" in everyday conversation. I made it through Army Basic Training at thirty years old and though I don't own a gun at this time, I know how to use one (responsibly) and do plan to buy one in the future, something easy to handle, probably a 9mm something-or-other, strictly for home defense. I'm a smoker. I have been for thirty-five years, though I'm trying to quit--not because it isn't socially acceptable anymore but because thirty-five years is a long fucking time to be sucking on formaldehyde and rat poison and calling it a guilty pleasure.

These are not things I'm here to glorify nor complain about. They just are what they are--the realities of where I've been, a lot which have shaped me as a writer, some of which have probably shaped me as a person, hopefully for the better. I'd like to think I've learned from my mistakes and under-achievement and that even the scariest experiences have made me well-rounded. Hence, there are topics that I'm likely to write about that other LesFic authors cannot or will not attempt. I can give you grit. I can give you dark humor. I can give you streets and bars and jails and profanity, even a little sex and violence. I'm perfectly comfortable with making you uncomfortable.

The Writing Process

Just a few questions/answers to keep everyone posted on what's been going on, as I have been under a creative rock for a while. But that's a good thing. It usually means I'm on to something worthy.

1)What am I working on?

I've had two story ideas dueling for my attention over the past few months, so I thought I'd try to work on them both, depending on my mood and which story was shouting at me the loudest on a particular day. But it seems one of those ideas is gaining more traction now, so I'm going with that. It's a coming-of-age story, set in 1978 Allentown, PA, and it is about twelve-year-old Santana Mae Howard and her adoptive father, Nate, whose been raising her on his own after her mother abandons them both for a new husband. Their story is quite unique, not only because single fathers in the '70s were few and far between, but also because there's another interesting factor to their relationship that I cannot disclose just yet. No spoilers. The story's locale will eventually shift to Alabama, the unlikely place in which Santana finds herself during the summer of '78, having been brought there by her mother and new stepfather on an extended 'vacation' to visit relatives. The culture clash is pretty boggling for Santana Mae, a "Yankee" kid trying to navigate her adolescence in the Deep South, all while living with a terribly unfit mother and an arrogant, abusive stepfather. So, she runs away. And the rest of the story is about her epic journey to get back home to PA, back to the father with whom she truly belongs.

2)How does my work differ from others in the same genre?

I'm sure I'm not the only one--in fact, I know I'm not. But, as a Lesbian fiction author, I sort of refuse to pigeonhole myself. Yes, my central characters tend to be Lesbians--it's what I know and what I relate to the best. But I feel my stories are very much crossover stories. I write for Lesbian readers, but then again, I don't. We're not the only people in the world, so I try not to alienate straight readers with story lines that appeal strictly to Lesbians.

3)Why do I write what I do? 

I like to have themes within my books (addiction, PTSD, race relations, familial dysfunction, etc), and I like to challenge myself, so I tend to pick heavy, gritty topics that require copious amounts of research to get them right. I think a novel should mean something. I think it should speak to the reader as well as entertain them, and if I can pull all that off successfully, then I've done my job as an author.

4)How does my writing process work?

Oy! Well, let's see. I can sit with a story for hours; however, I'd venture to say that most of those hours are probably spent reading and re-reading and re-re-reading the most recent passage I've written, tweaking it over and over, just to make it 'perfect'. I self-edit as I go. I'm not one of those authors who just "gets it down" and then worries about editing later. Uh-uh. My first draft is basically my final draft...give or take an added/deleted scene here or there, maybe some dialogue reworked, and so forth. I must also have music in my ears--this has become a crutch of sorts, but so it goes. I'll spend as much time looking for the perfect music as I will doing academic research, sometimes even devoting an entire day to the Amazon MP3 department, browsing movie soundtracks and other genres. For me, my books are movies in my head; I'll even 'cast' my characters with actual actors as a characterization technique because I want the stories to be mental movies for the reader as well. As I see it, my job is to bounce those mental images off the page, so to speak, and then up into the heads of the readers. The right music behind a given scene can be very, very effective in doing that, I think. Hence, I usually have book 'soundtracks' that I'll list for readers to check out. That's always fun.